After each birthday party, for each child, each year, I make them a birthday book. I had a free book coupon for a while now (expires at midnight) and decided I would do an 8X8 for Christian's book. I got the entire thing done tonight. It's ordered. It was fun.
The trouble is Brecken's second book should be close to being finished with his party coming up this weekend. However, I am still on the page where he's in the NICU. I sit and look at the pictures and cry and cry. I can't think straight. I don't know what to write. I don't want to leave out too much, but I also don't want to add the sadness into his book.
I just made Christian's in one night. I told myself, less is more.
Hopefully one day (soon) I can get myself together enough to finish Brecken's FIRST year book.